2004-02-03 - 7:33 a.m.

I was really happy, and the way that I felt when I read was of utter bliss. But that was short lived. Why? Because I realized that maybe it is better to just let people go sometimes... late night phone conversations. Ok. i havent said anything about skiing or my brother, and I havents touched those subjects... I am closed off for some reason.

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