2004-02-06 - 7:43 p.m.

Green Eyes

"Honey you are a rock

Upon which I stand

And I came here to talk

I hope you understand

The green eyes, yeah the spotlight,
shines upon you

And how could, anybody, deny you

I came here with a load

And it feels so much lighter now I met you

And honey you should know

That I could never go on without you

Green eyes"<\blockquote>

Sometimes emotions are displayed so vividly and precisely that they do not only seem to exist within your own soul. They surpass physical restraints and permeate the air and the people around you... Sometimes silence is one of the most beautiful things that has ever been gratned us. There is peace that comes with it but also the chance that it would be used wrongly, not for clearing the mind of senseless clutter.

I have gained something, I suppose that you can call it a broadening of my world. Friendship has taken on a newer definition because of R. I have never truly believed in permanence, or the never dying love of friendship. That always struck me as unrealistic... But we connect so well and we still know each other, not the details of our new lives but the essentials have not changed... People really can endure.

I am so happy. I cannot even begin to describe everything. Cassie did something so simple but it touched me so much.

Boundaries have been broken, the norm has been surpassed. I have found uncanny similarity between the two. Both have the same interests, hobbies, both believe in the same thing. There is so much devotion and so much faith that its really overpowering. The same loves, appreciation of nature, the same grammar... I dont know. Its bizarre really, but I think that that place really does something to people because the way that they describe it, and learn to love it and seek it for spiritual completion...I want to see it now. I want to live it, face it and marvel at it.

Mostly what I want is to have my own family and to have children... Its this idea for the future and I am utterly obsessed by it. Ryan, i think im going through that phase again, remember?

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