2004-02-20 - 6:43 p.m.

No profound insights into the meaning of life, love and friendship have come by lately but I still feel wonderful. Yesterday was so perfect and the weather was almost warm. There wasnt anything special going on but I just felt really beautiful, for once completely comfortable in my own skin.

I realized that things can be fixed, that beautiful friendships can persevere, and that trust can be rekindled. And I really do love you.

Yesterday night I noticed how high we have come and I was so surprised and so shocked. It was something like arriving to CHG after several years, except this time its like coming home to arms that would be there no matter what. It felt so nice to talk, to listen, to understand and to feel like I mattered to at least one person in this world.

Im in love with life.

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