2004-03-30 - 1:08 p.m.

I am worried that my worst fear is about to become my reality and that this is all just the calm before the storm. Liz, I am a little scared, mostly because I feel all wrong, not the way that I should at this time. But I will now sooner or later, surprisingly on April Fools. Damn.

Everything is lovely right now. I feel like I have come back.

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