2004-04-08 - 5:33 p.m.

I listened to myself for the first time in forever. My demons that have previously haunted me and made me think that my failures and pains were all that I deserved from my life I have befriended and they are no longer a threat to me. My confidence in my abilities has returned, and I realized that there is nothing greater that being able to give your soul to another person-be it a lover or a good friend.

I carry so many hurts and guilts for things that are so long past and far beyond the reach of my unweathered fingertips. I feel uprooted, torn from a place that does not really exist. I am in a no man's land...Where is home? Theres more than one answer to that.

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