2004-05-12 - 1:13 p.m.

My alarm clock rang just as our foreheads were connected to each other and we were staring into ourselves and sharing a sweet understanding. Your lips brushed up against mine in the same familiar manner, and then the alarm sounded and i awoke with the feeling of euphoria. The first thing I thought about today was you.

I need a handle on things, to learn how to disattach myself from the things that are not meaningful to me, to learn how to take things in stride. I have bitten more than I can chew for this next week. There is so much work for me to do, so many practices to attend, so many things to bullshit, that lifeguard training too. I have no time. I dont know when I am going to finish that Eastern Project, and I dont want to think about all of that.

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