2004-05-19 - 9:49 p.m.

As it turns out. Everything is nothing. What you see is not really what it actually is... LOOKS ARE VERY UNRELIABLE. The more you talk to somebody you learn the way they think, the things that they believe in and what they like to do. Woah, was I wrong, nothing was enigmatic about that, nothing was hidden. It was so obvious.

But I realized that I have gotten better with dealing with people. I am not so shy anymore, and I enjoy meeting new people. LIke at class, Its so much fun hanging out with the captains, and the some of the other guys (the ones that arent scanky whores with three children). So I have gotten confidence, learned something about myself through these new friends and saw that there is only one person that will ever know me completely.

It was so tiring today. I am exhausted and freezing my buttocks off... I have to sleep.

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