2004-09-03 - 12:33 a.m.

Things are alright here. I got sick today from Chinese food, so I was down on my bed trying not to cry. Last nights fight had helped. I did not feel so bad and we had established the things that we wanted to work on. It is going to take a long time to adjust to this but we made the committment for a reason. There is never going to be another person like him.

I wear a mask. And this is not really how I am. People here will see, i just need to have some time to just get comfortable.

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