2004-09-18 - 2:34 a.m.

I closed my eyes and finally allowed my heavy head sink into the pillows.

My dream world is were every single aspect of my life comes together in this almost natural congruency. Everything seems to fit and even the things in my life that I have labeled as mistakes play an essential role to the completion. I remember that I had worried myself to sleep-not a very new ordeal for me-and found refuge in a fantasy land. The most wonderful thing was walking with him... Because when he put his arm around me it felt as if I had come home again, as if I had finally found a place where I would not have to suffer quite as much, a place where I could find a refugee.

Theres more, but im uncoordinated and very tired. So I will write tomorrow.

Smile!

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