2004-10-23 - 10:17 a.m.

Things have fallen into place. My anger and frustration had reached their peak and I was so annoyed with my state that I decided that enough was enough. So I made the appropriate adjustments. I rid myself of the distractions, I made myself realize that I had chosed a hard route on my own accord because that was what my heart wants. I am going to make it till Christmas, and I am going to do it laughing, smiling, trusting, and working harder than ever. I am going to be just fine.

I met this really good person who lives in my basement named Joel. Hes from Puerto Rico, and our personalities seem to be so much alike. So I spent all of last night speaking my heart out and then went upstairs to study instead of joining the rest of the student body in Friday night drunkeness. I got to my room, put on my Russian music, and began to clean until everything was perfect. THen i began to read A Hundred Years of Solitude by Garcia Martinez, which turned out to be so interesting that I fell asleep with the book in my hand and my body twisted into a funny position.

Today will be work, and then some fun at night. I have energy to fix my life and that is exactly what I am going to do. It is quite simple when you look at it: I adore the man I am with, he is absolutely everything that I need even if he is far away, I need to study harded, and I need to put in an effort to make UMich work for me. UMich will be my bitch...o dear! Anyway. I will go brush my teeth and begin my calculus.

Mendy is on the mend. Its exciting. I want pancakes.

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