2004-10-28 - 6:52 p.m.

I am about to collapse. I noticed something must have been really wrong when my arms grew so weak last night that to bring a bun my friend Joel had offered me to my mouth was so difficult. I think Im doing something wrong. I think its my lack of sleep, bad nutrition and constant state of nervousness.

I need a vacation... and my baby.

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