2004-11-09 - 3:05 p.m.

I hate college. I hate this school more often than not. I hate the person that this school makes me become. The state that I am in right now I just cannot be successful. Theres is too much going on for me, there is too little time available. There is little time to maintain my own sense of sanity. I am going to flunk out of college, ladies and gentlemen. I am doing ridiculously bad. I am dropping calculus this week because im going to fail it. The amount of work here is fuckin ridiculous. I am depressed. I am way too stressed out. I hate my life. Sometimes I wish that I did not have it. I just cannot manage.

What is going on with me?

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